June 2012
5 posts
This week has been tough and it seems like I’m up during the night more than the day. I’m not mentally where I’m supposed to be, and that’s really messing me up. I’m behind in schoolwork, and I practically don’t even feel like trying anymore. I just feel like staying home for the rest of the year and sleeping in bed all day. Everything seems so impossible to...
After a while, you just learn what’s done is done. You can’t go back and change anything and you can’t sit there and mope about everything that is wrong with your life. You just deal with what you’re given and work from there.
May 2012
117 posts
May 27th
allysonraewrites:
None of it matters anymore, and I’m done pretending that it does.
If you’re important, they’ll find a way. If you’re...
summaaaaaa:
Lost Without You <3
You know I will always and forever still have a...
No matter what / where / when, you will always be one of those people that mean a lot to me. You’ve become a distant memory and I hate that. Days like this I have the urge to send you a text message and start a conversation, but I know by now you’ve moved on and probably forgotten.
forgetfultricia:
Come On Get Higher - Matt...
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It sucks to realize people who meant so much to...
They’re only just faces you see in photos or in the halls. They’re only just text messages still in your inbox. They’re only just memories you think about when you drift off in your spare time. They’re only just a contact in your phonebook that you don’t even acknowledge. They’re the people that you used to be so close to; talked to every day, hugged everyday,...
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I know it’s late, and I should probably be asleep, but I can’t go to sleep. I can’t fall asleep. I’m tired, but my body refuses to shut down. I don’t know what to do but just lie here in the dark and hope that I sometime shut down soon. My body has been on nothing but work mode and my life probably won’t slow down until a month from now. I hate how everything...
I want to go on a real date.
euniceepark:
Whether it be on a dinner date, or a movie date, I want a guy to ask me out on a date and actually look nice for once. I’ve been bumming it everywhere. For once, I want to look nice for an actual reason.
I've always wanted a serious relationship.
But honestly, I know when the time comes the time comes. I just hope whenever it does, the guy who is my significant other treats me right and doesn’t lie to me.
I really hate it when I really am studying and my parents don’t think I am. It really pisses me off. Every time I try to study, they always have a hissy fit. -_- Like, I’m sorry, do you not realize I have testing this week too. Can you not respect the fact that I’m trying to do well? Then when I’m not studying, my mom wants to throw a even BIGGER hissyfit telling me that I...
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I'm finally done with APHG.
Going into the test, I really was nervous. This was my first AP exam. o.o How could I not be? But I went in there with a joking around attitude because I make jokes in situations like these. My math teacher gave me breakfast and a pep talk before it, so I kinda was feeling better about it.. I think it didn’t really hit me until like 10 minutes when we were seated. The instruction period was...
May 17th
allysonraewrites:
Lost in a cloudy haze of uncertainty, I’m not sure that anything is real anymore.